General MQ | 16 Mar 2006 04:37 am
The Crazy Gloomy Days
Not sure whether I have used this pic in previous entry. But this is how I feel, as gloomy as the dark cloud below the white and blue streak in the sky. Not sure why, maybe because of all the big pimples that keep on popping out on my cheeks, is SK II not working on my face or is it because I mix and match with products from Clara…damn..or maybe it is just my hormone go haywire, I’m almost 30 and still my acne days are not over..isk isk..
I’ve been online for the past 6 days since my last entry but I was just damn lazy to update anything. Should I write about my plan to bake peach muffin, or about the nectarine I boiled in sugar syrup. Oh, I did bake macaroni after copying the recipe from Alaf21 website, and I read half of Geisha of Gion till wee hour yesterday. I still have sad dreams, dream that make you weep in tears, wake up and feel that tears actually running out from your supposedly sleeping eyes. Maybe I should consult psychiatrist, am I going crazy or is it just the unknown depression suppressed in my subconscious mind?
Emmm…I’m going to be allright, dont worry! I’m still able to wash clothes, hang and fold them, cook and clean as always. BTW, my bunga telur making is almost done, I’m on the final 10. Maybe too much of the blue color on the floor make my head feel gloomy….it should be over by Saturday since Sunday I have a friend coming over with wedding invitation. Time to clean the house…aargghhh…I’m feeling gloomy again…isk isk…
