Ever since I am a mother, staying full time at home taking care of the little one without any help most of the time, I am always torn with decisions to make. Not the major life decision mind you, but everyday routine like should I go grab lunch or take my shower, should I cook or just order pizza, should I continue the craft work while he’s sleeping or should I do house chores downstairs instead..huhu!
Even when I am all into updating this blog, I am torn between what to write. Yesterday I am all set to blog about education for children after reading a post in someone’s blog (whom I knew long time ago but have been a silent reader ever since) but today I feel that the issue is too heavy to write about..heh!
I even drafted the words in my mind while taking my shower last night in the effort to come out with good entry..haha..but then today when I wake up I thought who cares, you can choose to bring up your child any way you want, whether to send him to Montessori or Tadika KEMAS..or simply home school the kid if you have the knowledge and ability to teach, or to send him to public, day school or a boarding school, or if you can afford it to international school..heh! After all he’s your child and we have the privilege as parents to make that kind of decision for them while they are still young and unable to make their own.
I always believe that we do the best that we can in the moment of needs and rather than sulk later for taking that steps, we should see it as hikmah if it turns out not the way we hope for. Life is a long journey of gathering experiences and knowledge, and hope is what keep us going!
