Have you ever feel like you are so alone even in the midst of a crowd? It is like you don’t belong to the group, like nobody understands you despite how loud you shout to the world about who you really are.
Sometimes I feel that way, like I am so sick of my existing life and make me wonder for how long I could stand the feeling. It’s like a big wave splashing you out of the balance, letting you drown on your own, alone!
It is like you know what you are looking for, or you think you know where your boat of life sailing to, but everybody else seems to think that you are heading nowhere, and some how you become suspicious, who are the one making wrong turn now, you or them?
How can life be that complicated when everyone else seems to be getting along with the wave, just fine. Maybe I am just not them, maybe I just like my path to be a winding, puzzling challenge. Why should I be the same as them when I know even for now despite what they say I am doing just fine!
