Monthly Archives: September 2005

The most hated thing in the list of house chores for me is to clean up, be it clean the dishes, mop the floor and stairs, or anything related to cleaning up….i hate it…rasa2 mcm nak hire org je tulun kemas kan sinki everytime masak tu…nak lap dapor yang berminyak2 tu yuckss..bencinya…bila dah melekit2 kat lantai dapor tu lagi la..turn off terus niat nak masak…tapi i like cooking, it gives satisfaction esp. bila your loved ones makan dgn penuh selera..hilang penat2 masak tu…

Well hari ni and semalam I’ve been doing spring cleaning of my wardrobe..sebabnya ada beli baju baru utk pakai keje baru ni..dah tak de hanger nak hang, and tak de space in the wardrobe yg cenonet tu nak gantung…hubby kata nanti dia nak beli cupboard khas utk baju2 dia je..ahaks…sorang satu wardrobe pon best gak ek…at least senang sikit nak cari barang…later la ek, when we have extra cash, which hardly la coz every month ada je expenses yg tak dijangka…

Talking about the wardrobe cleaning, ada byk jugak baju2 yg still wearable tapi dah lusuh or dah tak muat, nak buang sayang..in case la tiba2 nak pegi jungle trekking ke or any activity yg for sure akan merosakkan baju, masa tu for sure akan korek2 balik collection of baju lusuh tu utk digunapakai…tak pon ingat nak pilih yg mana agak elok n sedekah kat rumah anak yatim, sebab my size pon rasa2nya size budak sekolah so nak bagi kat grown up susah sikit…anybody yg tau rumah anak yatim yg ramai budak pompuan leh la bgtau ek…takut sekarang ni diorang tak terima baju2 ni..mana la tau they terima cash term je…nak cari org susah2 yg nak pakai baju2 terpakai ni pon tak tau kat mana, nak kena balik kg pulak kalau nak derma baju2 ni…kdg tu niat nak buat amal tu ada, tapi tak tau cara ke mana dan pada sapa nak di hantar….

Well, have to go back to see mana nak sumbat baju lusuh tu, pindah dr wardrobe satu masuk cupboard dua…dah tak muat dua-dua nanti masuk dalam kotak pulak…punya la byk baju kan..tu pon selalu rasa tak de baju nak pakai, kdg2 kita ni tak tau nak bersyukur kan..ada org yg nak beli baju setahun sekali pon tak mampu, yet we could afford to complain and whine kata tak de baju…I hope I’ll be a better person…belajar bersyukur dengan nikmat dan rahmat yg tuhan beri…rezeki yang melimpah ruah walaupon selalu rasa tak cukup…Insyaallah…

Went to the office at 8:30am, the place was empty. Even the receptionist was not in yet. Then the project manager came out from the lift. She greeted me and asked how long I’ve been standing outside. It seems that most of the employees come in at 9am…

nvm, I followed her into the office where I’m supposed to work..it’s empty…waaaa…not even the manager who interviewed me on Friday was there. Rupanya 4 managers dah pegi training kat France for 3 weeks….She then told me that there is another guy they hired last week, tapi since tak de benda nak buat, he was told to stay at home until next week.

Org HR bengang je..ye la masuk keje tapi dok rumah , mkn gaji buta..bukan salah kami…so next Tuesday baru masuk keje balik..the clients akan datang utk testing applications…my department uruskan fleet card utk Exxon Mobil…kira in a way new exposure la sebab my last employment dealt with online payment and money transfers queries, harap2 tak payah la nak kena call customer..boring la kena berhemah ni…dpt customer ok tak pe la..dpt yg tak paham bahasa..sakit jiwa tu….

so far baru ada 2 org utk buat testing tu, sorang lagi tgh dlm proses nak hire..ramai yg tak nak keje kat Cyberjaya…in fact hari ni project manager tu supposed to interview sorang, boleh tak dtg tu…tak tau la bila the process will go Live…kalau lagi lama lagi mati kutu la…tak pe la janji gaji masuk..cuma tak bagus la utk perkembangan minda kalau hari2 tak de keje nak buat…

well itu je la update hari pertama bekerja semula..baru nak rajin2 dah kena hambat balik…hehehe…

I went to KL on my own, on Monday right after I went to the new office to review the offer letter and signed it. I took the ERL and Komuter to reach middle of KL, walked in the hot sun to the panel clinic to do the medical check up. It’s been a long, long time since I went out alone. When I reached the clinic it was lunch time. Where should I go? Lunch? Alone? I was fasting, struggling to ganti all my puasa…Padan muka..suka sgt ganti last minit…

So in the end I decided to do some shopping..hey i need new pants, blouse, colourful tudung…hehehe..excuses to buy new clothing…people were out during lunch time not to eat but to grab anything nice at the mall…and I thought Mega Sales is over…I managed to find 2 pair of pants and a blouse, which when i brought home failed the QA and QC check by Hubby..ketat sgt la…macam mana nak pakai pegi keje camni?

Sometimes I dont understand why the clothings manufacturers produce all those skimpy and tight clothes…If a size S person like me tak muat, kalau org lagi berisi cemana? The blouse i bought is XL and still ketat, even for me..partly my fault sebab tak try…tapi fitting room tu pon mcm menakutkan je…nanti tgh try baju ada org skodeng cemana…

I also bought 2 colourful tudung, dah boring asyik pakai tudung bawal..ubah imej la pulak kan..pakai tudung turki..as long dpt cover dada ok la…my ex-colleagues Non-Muslim dulu penah tanya..why tak pakai tudung mcm Bienda..itu tudung utk berfesyen, bukan utk tutup aurat…it defeat the purpose of pakai tudung…ramai org salah faham, pakai tudung bukan utk cover rambut aje..kalau mcm tu org botak tak yah la pakai tudung kan..hahahha…

well enough said, lepas lunch hour over, berjalan la lagi ke klinik..almost one n a half hour baru semua selesai, the X-Ray, Urine test etc…glad everything settled smoothly…it was raging hot…terpikir mcm nak bukak puasa je..tapi dah pukul 4, alang2 je nak bukak…teruskan jugak….sampai rumah…seronoknya rumah ku yang nyaman…dah lama tak berpanas2 di tgh hari dan petang mcm ni..selalu tunggu kul 6 baru nak keluar rumah siram pokok…another reason why i hate working and love staying at home…

well, it’s for temporary, kumpul duit sebanyak yg boleh, dah cukup nanti leh berenti n sambung belajar…that’s my plan..see how it goes la, tiba2 ada chance for promotion…itu menarik tu..dpt naik to managerial position is a chance not to be missed, but as previous experience taught me jgn terpedaya ngan janji2 manis company MNC ni…you might never know how deep is the office politics…well for now, i’m preparing my mental to be back in working scene…

i’ll update soon about the office environment…one thing i like about this job, office dia next building to Hubby’s office, pagi2 boleh carpool, lunch pon boleh mkn sama..yeay..yeay..that’s one of the biggest perk that make me consider to work again..so duit gaji byk la bersih….nanti i belanja u makan hujung bulan ni ek….hahahha..Bagan Lalang, here we come…nyum nyum….